
everyone keeps saying that it’ll get better in time, that it hurts right now but it will get easier. what if it doesn’t. what if this stupid thing is destined to make me so jaded that i just continue to become more and more bitter with every day that passes.
human instinct is purely down to the fight or flight response. i can’t help but feel that flying away this time might be my best option.
there’s so much left unsaid, undone and unexplained. but i’m so tired of being the one to try and unravel these knots.